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FoxersArtist
12-19-2008, 04:18 PM
I don't even know how to process those words. I had a great deal of peace about the situation because Bhodi had really taken his move so well. He was not frantic, not panicking, not screaming or shaking. He really seemed to like his new mom and was going with the flow of this change. I had just taken him to the vet on Friday for a well bird check which included labwork and a full panel chem CBC. His weight was great, his CBC was totally normal and the vet gave him a clean bill of health.

Bhodi's mom got him up this morning and spent some time feeding him grapes and eggs which he really seemed to enjoy. She took him out for a short cuddle too, and he was a very good boy. She said he screamed some, but not too much and he didn't seem anxious. She was just sitting at the computer, writing me an e-mail about how Bhodi's first day with them was going wonderfully when Bhodi started to make a sound that made her think he was struggling to breathe. At first it was just a little click so she called me to find out if this was normal. I told her I would run over and take a look at him, but then Bhodi started gasping and collapsed. She called me back and I told her to scoop him up and get him to the vet now. We both dropped what we were doing and rushed to the vet but Bhodi was gone by the time we got there.

We are quite sure that he had a heart attack. My theory is that his organs were weak or diseased from the over drinking that he did and the move, even if he had taken it well, was just too much. I am having a necropsy preformed on him this afternoon and if the cause of death is not clear, we will have his organs sent to a specialized pathologist for further study. I will go to pick up his body later and he will be burried outside where we pass regularly, so that I can tell him "hello" and "I love you" in passing.

Bhodi was my baby and it was so hard to say goodbye. I didn't know my goodbye would be forever and I will never forget the way he clung to my sleeve when I put him down as he had never really done that before. Bhodi is the first big bird I have ever lost and it broke my heart to hold him over the exam table, telling him that I loved him and that I was so sorry.

I am going to send a HB invite to the very kind lady who opened her heart to Bhodi, because I know that she needs just as much comfort as I do. I know that if ever I needed my HB family, right now is that time.
-Anna

bonnie
12-19-2008, 04:22 PM
Oh Anna, I'm so so sorry...

too&me
12-19-2008, 04:23 PM
My gosh I just don't know what to say except he knew he was well loved and well cared for. I am so sorry Anna - big hugs through the tears. What a shock for all involved. My heart goes out to you all.

birdie
12-19-2008, 04:27 PM
OMG Anna! I don't even know what to say. Bhodi! Fly free little one. Tears are streaming down my face and I can hardly see the screen. I'm sorry. :hugs: Thankfully he calmed down and knew love his last days.

MoluccanZoey
12-19-2008, 04:49 PM
Oh My Gosh! I'm so sorry Anna! I just don't know what to say- its such a shock! Prayers going your way.

MoluccanZoey
12-19-2008, 05:08 PM
Anna, may I also suggest going to - http://www.petloss.com/ and trying their chat room if you need to talk or vent- people are there almost 24/7 in the chat room. They have been there for me through many losses and can be helpful if you just need a good cry. And if you like go to http://www.fourcornersferretrescue.com/id58.htm (my site) for some pet loss poems- it always made me feel better to have a tribute to my guys- and if you would like I'll do one for Bhodi. Believe me, I know how hard it is. If you need to talk, I'm here.

Julie
12-19-2008, 05:35 PM
OMG Anna. I am so sorry for your loss. I know how at peace you were with the decision to help Bhodi grow in his life and his love. Such a tragic loss during what seems to be a rough time for many. Huge huggs, and know you showed him more love and compassion than he has ever experienced in life. You gave him your time, your love, and your care to help him get enjoyment out of life. And for that you will always be thankful for the extra time you did have him, and the patience to find the right place for him......

Anne-Samantha's Mom
12-19-2008, 08:06 PM
OMYGOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...how awful..oh Anna, Anna, I am so very very sorry for your loss..how absolutely awful..how sad...hugs my dear..he had a good life with you and he was happy.....and you wanted him to be even happier..honey...

Macaw Lover
12-19-2008, 08:56 PM
Oh Anna, this is so horrendous, to think instead of starting a new chapter in this little guys life it suddenly ends.

YOU made a vast difference in his life and it showed just how far he had come under your care when he was so calm during the short transition. Yes, he clung onto your sleeve but it was because he loved you and not because he was freaking out with the changes. That was because you had given him confidence in himself and shown him changes are ok in life and he knew what it was to be loved in life.

Please don't be blaming yourself and saying 'I should have kept him, if I hadn't tried finding him a home he would be alive'. Don't do that to yourself, your hubby, your little ones nor the rest of the flock in your care. There are a lot of birds out there that need you whose paths have not crossed with yours - yet. Bhodi is out there and will be directing them to you because you proved to him the goodness in your heart and just how much you helped him.

Every time you get a call there is a bird out there who needs help and you hang up, put a little smile in your heart and a whisper on your lips 'Thanks Bhodi, we got him'.

Don
12-19-2008, 09:11 PM
Sorry to hear of the loss:(

I do hope that a complete post mortem will be done to find the cause -

Don

FoxersArtist
12-19-2008, 09:48 PM
Absolutely. They did a necropsy this afternoon and are sending his organs off to a pathologist for confirmation. I don't really want to say cause of death until we know more but I will let everyone know when I find out.
-Anna
Sorry to hear of the loss:(

I do hope that a complete post mortem will be done to find the cause -

Don

FoxersArtist
12-19-2008, 09:52 PM
Thank you so much for all of your kind words. I'm not going to blame myself for what happened unless blame is due for neglegence on my behalf. No matter the cause, Bhodi is at rest now and he finally has his peace. what happened with him will not keep me for working with birds in the future, but there will always be a hole in my heart where Bhodi was.
-Anna
Oh Anna, this is so horrendous, to think instead of starting a new chapter in this little guys life it suddenly ends.

YOU made a vast difference in his life and it showed just how far he had come under your care when he was so calm during the short transition. Yes, he clung onto your sleeve but it was because he loved you and not because he was freaking out with the changes. That was because you had given him confidence in himself and shown him changes are ok in life and he knew what it was to be loved in life.

Please don't be blaming yourself and saying 'I should have kept him, if I hadn't tried finding him a home he would be alive'. Don't do that to yourself, your hubby, your little ones nor the rest of the flock in your care. There are a lot of birds out there that need you whose paths have not crossed with yours - yet. Bhodi is out there and will be directing them to you because you proved to him the goodness in your heart and just how much you helped him.

Every time you get a call there is a bird out there who needs help and you hang up, put a little smile in your heart and a whisper on your lips 'Thanks Bhodi, we got him'.

Sandi & U2 Cody
12-19-2008, 11:02 PM
Words cannot say how sorry I am for the loss of your beloved baby Bhodi. May he rest in peace. You did everything you could to make this little one as happy as can be, and shouldn't feel at all guilty as to what happened.

Larry, Baby and Me
12-19-2008, 11:48 PM
I am without words. Bhodi was my favorite.

lcarle
12-20-2008, 03:26 AM
OMG!!! I am soooo sorry!!! This is just awful. Prayers coming your way.

iti hoa's mom
12-20-2008, 11:17 AM
So sorry for the loss and may Bhodi rest in peace.

Patty, Linus and Co.
12-20-2008, 10:36 PM
Oh Anna. Know that he had found love before he died. You did such a great job with him. I'm so sorry.

DitsyDaizy
12-21-2008, 01:50 AM
Oh Anna... I am so sorry for your loss... I cannot even begin to imagine what you must be going through. Please know you are in my prayers and may Bhodi rest in peace...